What a day! I got in my car this morning to run some errands, not realizing the kind of mood I was in until I was out of the safety of my cave. Through the week, people are trying to run me over, going 10 or 15mph over the speed limit. Today everybody was just poking along, going under the speed limit. I keep getting madder and madder -- it's not like it was 1 car that I got behind that was going real slow, there were at least 4 different instances. I know I'm acting like a jerk and driving too aggressive but I can't help it. Finally get home and I'm just totally bugging out -- the smallest, dumbest things keep setting me off into hissy fits. I wanted so bad to break something, punch something, throw something -- you get the picture. I felt so frustrated and hostile I just wanted to scream. I couldn't calm down by reading because I couldn't concentrate, same goes for tv and movies. Too hyper for the computer and no one to talk to. I can't stand it when I'm like this!! Does anyone else get like this? If so, what do you do to calm down? 
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" I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence. The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth. Please don't tell me that we had that conversation, 'Cause I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling, and it whispers to me softly, "Come and play". Aahh, I am falling, and if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame.
I'm safe, up high, nothing can touch me, but why do I feel this party's over? No pain, inside, you're like perfection, but how do I feel this good sober?" (From the song "Sober", by Pink)
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