Jacq,
You are totally stressed,
and you are GOING TO MAKE IT!!!

I know cuz, I got through it when I was totally stressed out
with a husband, a child, two step children, two dogs
a house etc....
and I didn't think I could do it all, and yet....I did!

And you will tooo....
Keep coming here and talking it out.
We're here for you.
We'll talk you through it.

Peace!