I just don't know what to do anymore. We seem to argue about everything lately & when this happens I get the silent treatment for days. He has family here and I left all mine for him. The holidays are a nightmare because I'm so used to being with family and we never do anything. This is his world , his territory, and when we are fighting I realize it even more. I have 3 children ( 2 are grown & one lives with me ) I hate it for my son because he never gets to do the things that kids should do at his age ( 15) We sit here day in and day out....while he goes and does whatever ..He promised me things would not be this way and it hurts that he doesnt care enough to get more involved with my son or try to make things alittle more comfortable for us. I left him once and he begged me to please come back ( things will be different) I trusted him and loved him enough to come back and try again...My family is 3000 miles away so its not like I can get back home and he knows this...I just dont know what to do anymore...I have tried to make friends but they all have family too...I just feel really lost ...I really want to go home but its easier said than done...I'm really mad at myself for comming back here. I just don't know where to go or what to do anymore....He doesn't even try to talk to me and that doesn't help at all....just venting here....wish I knew what to do & I feel so trapped....Its my fault because I have issues that cause me to not drive at this time but I really feel he likes it that way......