I just feel like i'm a thing rather then a person sometimes you know?
First my father using me as a toy, the s.abuse... All of those other men he also gave me too as if i'm for rent or something
Then when we were finally placed in fostercare, changing homes and schools every few months
As if i'm some kind of inconvenience and they dont know what to do with me (well us since Jasper was still here)
Some family supposed to be our 'permanent' fosterfamily plain say we're to much to handle for them and this was not what they had expected when they agreed to take us... wtf they knew jasper was ill and they knew about our past did they truly think we would be normal kids without problems?
And these abusers they just keep popping up everywhere i can't stop it...
It feels like i will never be normal ... just a thing.. an inconvenience... a toy...