those people who did that to you - they are sick - that they used you is an unforgivable crime as far as Im concerned - to take a childs innocence is unforgivable to me - yuo had no part in it - you deserve to be loved in the right way - to be taken care of and have a happy and purpopseful life filled with all the wonderful things that life has to offer - dont let them take it away from you - fight it - you can do this - we are here with you - lean on us - talk to a therapist - let it out and let them help you deal with it - you are not a thing or a toy - you are a very special human being who has been hurt tremendously be some bad perverted people - please try not to be so hard on yourself - you are not at fault - they are! -
sending you safe hugs if ok