((( Deli))) dont feel bad - you said there was a possible trigger - if we read it is our decision and we bear the consequences -
if anyone should be ashamed its the idiot that decided to prioritise the list in rating of severity - as has been said - different things have different effects of different people - pain is pain - someone somwhere thought it would be a good idea - jmo - they were wrong - not your fault - theirs
(((Everyone))) not sending hugs in case they offend - but hoping all are well - willing to sit with one and all that need company - I could do with company anyway
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts 
its how many times you get back up!
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture 
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When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet