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Originally Posted by Sannah
Hi Gal, the past affects us today because it affected our proper development and we still carry the feelings with us (if we haven't worked through them yet). Have you ever talked about your feelings from the past and not just the logical facts of what happened?
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Not really because I don't feel like I have feelings about it one way or the other. I mean I feel like it was a crappy situation but I don't really feel angry or saddened by the events. Hmmm...That's probably not normal in and of itself. I can't even remember ever having feelings about it when I was younger, aside from the guilt and scared that I may have contracted HIV and was going to die. I don't remember feeling any sadness or pain associated with it though, just the guilt, which now that I am older I realize was not my fault even if I didn't stop it.