yes I know I'm depressed I have been for a couple weeks mayb a month if you are lucky... yeah only I me and myself know I'm depressed....parents don't know and they probably don't care and will ever know. why you might ask...... well I had my best friend had alot of fun together yepp the good days.. know well she acts like my friend at school yeah well outside of school I have no friends. I always get left out.. always have. I think when I was born my parents said oops. yeah that is how I feel nothing can go good for me anymore. cry myslf to sleep 5 out of 7 days of the week. yeah I know I need help but will I get it no psychs are for crazy people right??? I have nobody to tlk to nobody the tell secrets to nobody to depend on yeh in the last year my life has been crumbling right before my eyes....... isn't high school the best yrs of your life well right now as a freshman it isn't going very well. the teasing and taunting well it would be nice if that could stop and if u had somebody to talk to I don't trust anyone nobody seems to care about me anymore yea nobody knows except the people who are reading this yeah it is 11:35 can't sleep have to get up at 5:45 probably won't go to sleep until o if I'm lucky 2am yeah any suggestions anyone I can't take this anymore x( nobody cares
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