im sorry- its me but i really dont understand what you mean and i know your trying to say something helpfull that i should be able to relate to. i cant comprehand what you mean to put it to use. that is a problem with comunicating because i know thats also why people dont try to answer a question - and usually ignore the posts because i guess its not in language that is understandable . unless its in the poetry forum then people talk back some nobody canhear me in General or other forums. . . maybe you would not mind trying again to say what you mean here? i hate feeling this lonely because im like an alien from another planet who cant speak the language