dont talk as much cause people dont get what im saying so its like im not aloud to be helpfull cause no one thinks i can say something helpfull or dont want to hear from me ( only if it is the poetry) i dont know how to get it across that its really very lonely and cofusing to not be heard on a generl subject and be ignored and have your contribution invalid because you dont speak the language . . . dont fit in any where except in a diagnosis or in the poetry- but i do know some things because i have been around on earth a long time.
just dont know how to be heard or make words understandable to other people. .