We broke up 4 years ago. We didn't have a great relationship and he didn't treat me nicely. He was my first so I fell totally in love with him. After all this time I'm still having trouble getting over it.
He's engaged now. He treats her so nicely, it is hard to believe that this is the same person. My problem: he maintains his own personal website. I go to that website all the time. I find myself hanging off the pictures of them together and of the fun things they do. In some of the pictures I see things that I'd given him as gifts, like a frame, a pillow, books, etc.
The images haunt me at night before going to sleep and they are the first things I think about when I wake up in the morning. Is this an addiction? I am aware how this is hurting me but I just can't stop visiting this website. How do I stop it? Anybody out there doing the same? Have you found a solution to this?