(((((((((TMac)))))))))

I will believe for you that you are strong enough to get through. It is not your fault. It is NOT your fault. One step at a time ok? It is NOT your fault. I'm so sorry you have to go through this - all of this. I am pretty sure you're not alone in what you're dealing with - keep reaching out. You'll get through. THinking about you and sending warm thoughts. Sitting with you. Kiya