Ok soo...

My family is mostley very religous, but unfotunatley they are the hypocritical religous. I, however, am not very religous. Well I get very depressed to the pont where I just want to crawl in my bed and sleep for the rest of my life.

Every one in my family tells me it is becasue I don;t have religion. They want me to join their religioin like them. I am 18 and I am gay. what sucks is I feel crappy about my self and I am always depressed and they want me to join them in an outing every sunday to a place that thinks I am the cause of global warming. lol. Sorry I didn't mean to a=offend any one. I am not attacing religion, I am attacking my family not understanding. They don't care. My aunt said, "Well gay people could be the case and that thell probabley go to hell" This made me feel horrible that my family would think that I was going to hell. Even though I am not the best person in the world. I am always nice to them.

I don;t know they confuse me soo much and make me feel crappier about my self. I feel like I should just pack up and move to London and not tell them.

Does any one else have family or friends that don;t get what your going through or they just think your lazy and bored like my fmaily?

Thanks' for reading, i didn;t mean to get crazy.