(((((Lynn)))))

Thank you for sharing your experience. It helps to know there are others who understand me. What a terrible thing to have to go through with your child. Yes, it is hard not to keep feeling that some how, some way there is something we could do to make things right with our children. It hurts. It will always hurt. But we have to some how go on, to start caring enough about ourselves to get help and support to start to heal our wounds. Some day they will be a healed scar. We'll still have the pain of missing our babies, but will know and accept they are now grown woman making their own choices that do not include us. That fact will no longer bring us guilt, shame or crushing despression. But it will still hurt like hell.