hi, luvboxers, welcome to PC!

You've definitely come to the right place for support. There are lots of people here who understand what you're going through because they have too, or are still going through it now. I'm glad you've decided to accomplish something every day, that's an EXCELLENT idea. Remember not to be too hard on yourself. Depression is a legitimate illness and you are NOT lazy! Depression is also a highly treatable illness, once you find the right treatment(s), so don't give up hope.

Again, welcome.