I have a difficult time maintaining and nuturing relationships with people. I have lost so much in my life.....lost 6 family members between 1994 to 1999 including my parents. My brother will not talk or deal with me.

So I have a hard time getting attached to people. Which makes it difficult to make friends. I get scared easily and run & hide. I'm scared of being abandoned or ppl dying on me.

Just don't know what to do with myself. Don't want to be rejected. I am a very nice person and sometimes I get burnt by being so nice.....get the door slammed in my face.