I'm finally getting up for getting this low for about 3 years. But I feel that things are going so slow. I haven't meet with anyone yet. Got a personal advisor. Then things is I've only just realized how down I am. Also I have 3 weeks off school for less pressure. I hope that thins will speed up before I feel like giving up hope. For me being depressed there is no positives in life? I feel so alone! Anyone who is feeling the same way?