Miss A,
I have been there so please do not feel that you are alone. It takes time to deal with depression and all the aspects of it. I think that accepting depression as part of our life is the hardest. To know that this is something chemical and out of our control is most hard to deal with. For me it is anyway. All I can say is, hang in there. Hold on the any stength you have to keep you going because there are brighter days ahead. I promise you. Keep on posting sweety. You have us to lean on so you are never alone.
((((((((((((((((((Miss A))))))))))))))))