dbkrous,
Thank you, I'm am sorry you lost your mom as well. It can be very difficult especially if it happened so quickly and you didn't get to say what you wanted to.

Thunderbear,
Thanks, I can't say I a totally furious, but I saw so many things that I know know could have and should have been done differently. I realize now that I can't change those things but sometimes I feel like I should have tried harder, demanded to speak to the doctor something.

Bearchic34,
You had a huge loss too, I am sure that is quite difficult. My mom is probably right there with your Sarah; she was very content and secure in knowing that she was going to be with Christ, whom she really loved.

Thank you all again. I am thinking of going to my moms grave on her Birthday, I haven't even seen the stone yet, because it was not put there the day of the funeral. They had buried her before placing it.