First, i have a VERY difficult t appt. THEN i come home and i've received class reunion mail for my !#@^#@*!! brother c/o my address!!! i was so angry i called the reunion company right away and told them i never wanted to receive mail for that pedophile b****** again! How they connected us...man! i legally changed my name to something comPLETEly different 16 years ago! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

***triggers***At therapy i got to talking about how sometimes i wonder if maybe i'm just psychic and cosmically aware through collective consciousness of ritual abuse tactics. My new therapist (rightfully) wanted to explore that and it made part of me mad and discounted. She later explained she needed to listen to all my parts even if other parts didn't want her to and that helped cuz it makes a lot of sense but it was really really hard.

Then to come home to a piece of mail with my @$$**** brother's name on it! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR