I know this is unhealthy, but for the past 5 months, every morning (and throughout the day) I wake thinking of all of my failed relationships, from age 7 to now (22). I obsess over them, looking at what they did, and what I did. I used to hate them for all that happened, but now I don't blame them, maybe me being me is reason enough for someone to treat me badly or not like me, I don't know. Is anyone else having or had this problem. It is killing me and I can't stop thinking about how awful it must have been for those people to have met me. This a little bit of rant, sorry, but really, how have you all gotten threw this feeling???????



P.S. I have a T, but I still have these thougths.