Yeah, anyone can look for anyone for any reason. Sucks to be so exposed. At least i wasn't trying to hide. Changed name cuz felt adoptive family had no right to have me or name me. Divorced them after they abandoned me. i was made the scapegoat for my father's death. Sigh...names for them are hard cuz now i have/had two mothers and two fathers. All of them are hard. i going off.

i don't blame the searcher or the company. It just triggered me. i so mad at my brother. He never said sorry either--not that sorry makes it better. But here i struggle with what's real...the horrors. Wish he'd just own up to it all and put me out of my questioning misery.

Part of me just wants to stomp stomp stomp. i thank you friend. Needed help. You're not responsible to do that for me but i'm grateful anyway, k.