dude, i just don't understand though...why is is is it so hard??? i'm doing a lot of of of work trying to to to make contacts, etc. and and and they avoid me like the the the plague...isn't life not worth living if nobody, not even doctors, want to to to help you...I mean, WTF yo??? Put a fork in in in me, I'm so done yo. F***it. All I know is that the the the mental health field is an f***in joke.