(((((Pomegranate))))) I'm so very sorry you are hurting. That is such an awful thing to go through. Very recently I took my daughter to live with her father and brother, 6 hours away. It was a heart wrenching decison, but it had to be made. She has become extremely violent with me and I needed some help. My fear is she will never forgive me. She doesn't even like to visit her father, let alone live with him. He is very strict with them and they don't pull any punches with him, which is what she needs. I don't really know the situation that led to the noncommunication between you and your daughter, but maybe enough time has gone by now that the wounds aren't so raw. Maybe try again now...send cards on her birthday and other holidays, when you find her address...see where that goes. If you get a response...great...and if not....keep trying. At least you will never wonder if you tried harder...would it have worked. Just a thought. Best of luck to you...hang in there