I was 27w 5d pregnant with Sarah when she passed. My subsequent twins were 2 months early, 32 weeks.
Ya know whe she first died & was born my biggest thought was 'I would give anything to hold her alive for just a moment, to see her eyes, to hear her cry, to see her chest rise taking a breath' but then after spending so many hours in the NICU and hearing horror stories of babies that suffered for many reasons. I realize that i would not give anything, I would give anything for her to not have suffered and that is what I obssess about now. How she suffered....I have 4 beautiful healthy, loving children but my heart will always be missing a piece for her.