Lately Ive been thinking more about drugs......I quit a while ago.....i take meds for schizoaffective disorder......i just feel so weak.....sometimes, i just feel like having the comrodery that comes from being with other druggies and i wanna get some speed of any kind just to feel good......but theres no way i could afford it........or could I...........its a hard itch......and i just dont know where it's coming from.........