I'm doing. Forcing myself.. to like, be here for one thing... keep mind off self, think of others... try not to do more harm than good in my efforts...

.... and feeling like I keep slipping down one notch every so often....

...holding on... next week my friend is going with me (and my service dog and a motorized wheelchair) and use that Disney trip I won in ..Jan? Feb? ... and that will be tasking but it will be just as much good from it too...

.... and then try not to think about the work that needs to be done when I return... sigh... trying not to think about that now...

I have reasons to feel ok. I can't feel them. I can only feel sad.

Thanks for understanding y'all.