thanks guys. I know that I need to go and spend time with her. Last time she thought I was my cousin Sarah and I didn't have the heart to tell her who I really was because she thought that Sarah drove 15 hours from South Carolina just to see her and she hasn't seen her in forever so she was extremely happy thinking that i was her.

I think it's just that once my grandpa died she kind of gave up on life. She says all the time how she's just ready to go and she wishes God would just take her now and I just hate seeing her like that. My grandparents used to live next door to us and I would spend every afternoon after school at their house so we were really close growing up.

Thanks for everyone's support. It's almost to the point where she's suffering everyday, she doesn't know who she is and she isn't happy and she wants to pass on now so it will almost be a relief when she does because that's what she's wanted for years now and she says all the time that she wishes God would take her from the Earth.

My friend is getting married in early August so I will be back home at least a couple more times this summer and hopefully I'll get a chance to see her then.

Thank you to everyone for your support.