Yes! This is a better clarification. And I was referring more to promiscuity and blowing off responsibilities I cannot afford to blow off..
I can see how this is getting worse and I defo need to be on some stabilizers, but I am still a little scared about it. I mean, my life changes completely with my emotions so if I have them tempered what will that do to my identity????

Do I have some definite identity aside from my emotions? Some unchanging aspects of myself? I don't know...