Ang, I love you so much that it pains me that you feel this way. I hate feeling so helpless! Please know that I'm thinking of you and praying for you and wishing you happy soon. You're such a wonderful person to me that I'm grateful to finally be able to return all the love and warmth you've extended to me. I feel for you Babe. Just remember, this too shall pass, ride the wave to the shore, you'll be on solid ground once again. TgrsPurr, xo.