Well I told my mom about what I was feeling. It was difficult at first, I'm a very tight lipped person, but I figured its my mother if I can't tell her than who could I tell? She agreed with me and told me that she has been worried about me for while. I of course told her not to, but you know how they are. I hope I did not offend people when I was talking about it being a weakness, keep in mind that this is coming from someone who tries to hide having a cold from people, let alone bipolar diorder