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Originally Posted by Malady156
well as it said it didn't want to sound like a jerk but sometimes it feels jealous of others, how everyone seems to have so many who care. Mal could take to the caves tomorrow or sneak off to kill itself and maybe one person in the world would be upset, or even panic and go looking ... but no one else. everyone else seems to have zounds and zounds of others that care if they live or die and whether they feel happy or not, whether they have adequate "care team" or whatever .... all Mal has ever had has been people who care because it might not be upholding ITS end of whatever "bargain" they think exists.
so yeah, sorry, having a self-pity moment there. will shut up and get out of your thread now though before it gets in trouble or makes you mad.
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Hey it's o.k. It's scary to think you can walk into the woods and noone would ever find or look for you.
I hope and doubt that this is really true but this at times really fealls real. A lot. And it is a lonsome horrible felling, and I'm sorry that you fell that way.
I just want more options right now.
Though, what I'm asking may be unreal, I probably need to start to be my own biggest support. I'm just too sick to know how to do that.
I care what happens to you.