Reminds me of me judging my feelings. Like some are ok and some aren't when really all of them are ok to have. You know not to act on the ones that aren't acceptable in society. (i'm kinda talking out my arse here cuz i've been known to hit myself in the head or face or leg if i have a bad thought.) i guess what i'm trying to say is maybe it could help to actually try to nurture the part that's having the icky thoughts. Understand why that part feels that way. Let that part know you care and, while you can't take revenge, you sure can understand why that part might feel that way. i don't know. Trying to help you know all of you is ok.