i don't even have a %#@&#! reaosn. other bipolars and depressives etc know why they are that way, i don't there's bugter all reason and i's pathetic. i shou;d n't even be here. what the hell right do i have to feel this bad over NOTHING. it's pathetic. why the hell did htye bother to operate? if they'd let it be i'd have died it would've made things easier for everyone. WHY do doctors think they have a RIGHT to interfere????? WHY???????????????????????????????????