Good Morning TPND!
first of all, beads would liek to tell yuo cong. on losign teh wiehgt..........
we also fight teh battle of teh bulge( wuold never know we had ed-anorexia/bulemia years ago )adn know how hard it is.
second, beads suggest to you to follow YOUR heart adn YOUR dreams......
must always strive to keep your dreams lalive, even no matter how unacheivable they seem.......you never know what teh future holds until you get there.....
lastly, adn this is teh hardest for beads to get uot but we carte adn iffen it will help you take that step to get moved uotta that place your at and into your won place we will tell you.......ummm like beads was in foster care since her was 12 yrs. old........when we turned 17 the rotten gruop home place we was living in ( it was a place for the girls that the state had pretty much "given up" on for whatever reason ) took beads to one of the worst unsafest parts of St. Louis adn helped her sign a year's lease for an apt.
they paid for the first month's rent for beads. then, there was nuthign more, form anyone........no caseworker no nuthing..........beads did NOT have good life skills.........beads had no furniture, no dirver liscense state id or even social security card, or vehicle for transportation, adn worst of all no job adn no job skills.........we was high school drop uot ( finished 9th grade adn got a bout almost halfway thru the tenth) did not even have GED.
it was SINK OR SWIM
beads got angry, adn we swam liek a swan!
taht was liek 30 yrs. ago...............so beads tells you that you have a whole lot going for you then we did wehn we was your age, we is still here hun!
you CAN do this, you |ARE capable adn you CAN win this fight!!!!!!!!!
hang in there adn keep putting your best foot forward..............there is NO limit to the possibilities of what you can adn will achieve in life............
setting goals, no matter how small at first, adn reaching goals and setting new goals IS good way to start..............dont sell yourslf short TPND
hope today is good for you
feel free pm beads anytiem iffen you needs to....
hugs,
beads