Thank you very much thunderbear and pegasus

I do have a theraopist and i do always work on my self asteem
The anxiety thing- i mean t there is adifference between the feelin and the disorder.

These days i have been doing somewhat better - tried to speak up for mysellf - had a meeting with the proffesor but it doesn`t get through to them thta if i need the help of not 4rth hear then give me other expanaiton - he tells me NO you are 4rth year college we will not tell you the details only the overall

eh, i am tired

**** THEM