Hang in there! I know what tough times feel like, as I'm going through some of my own... but I have a sliver of hope for each day, and I take literally one day at a time. I can't say I haven't had the same thoughts as you from time to time in my life, but I'm still here because of being able to come to places like this where it's good just to let it all out. Knowing that there are so many kind people willing to listen, to lend their support, and just be there for you, well, it helps you decide to live one more day, ya know?

I can't promise things will get better, maybe they will even get worse first. The good news is that eventually, there will be a light to the end of the tunnel and you've just got to hang on to that hope and belief.

John