I also forgot to mention that on top of all these quick changing moods, there are times when it feels like I'm on the verge of different moods but not quite there. It's like I don't know how I'm feeling or how I should be feeling. If I try to analyze it, I'm not quite sad, not quite angry, not quite frustrated, it's like I'm existing in an emotional limbo. If I were to actually feel something, I think it would be several different emotions at once, not just one. This limbo is not a feeling of numbness or being dead, because I do feel I just don't know what. I often end up feeling anxious about floating in an emotional void.
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