She said to me yesterday when she saw me, (after I said "I just. I feel stuck, like... I don't know where to go next with it all, who to go to about it and what to do about it...") "I will get you through this. I'll work with you through every little detail that you want to work through. I will help you to reach the other side" I felt so... Emotional at that point. Was a change from what I normally hear from counsellors. She asked what my past experiences with counsellors had been like and I briefly touched on the fact that none of them had helped apart from the one at the GP surgery

So yeah. I'm tired and blaaaahhhh. Didn't sleep til 5am then awoke from a bad dream about my dog (I've been worrying about her a lot recently!!!) at 6.30 then my alarm went off at 7 and 7.30, so there was no point in sleeping for just an hour, so I just sat around waiting for the time to pass. Came to breakfast club *yawn* and Mandy (a key support worker) took one look at me and said "are you alright, darlin'?" ummmm I just told her I was tired and she asked had I not been sleeping well and I said naahhhh not really. Oh well. I'm awake! Guess that's all that matters right now.

Feel like crappppp.