thats the wooden sign above her desk

I have an appointment at 5 today...have a few things on my mind

been very busy at work, never enuff hours in the day to complete it all

spring has sprung, my yard is a weed patch and my cherry tree is full of bagworms already

im attending SAA meetings now...amazing how the internet has driven so many men into the world of pornography...very few professional therapists will admit they are not able to
treat this new area of addiction...mine included, she can listen, but doesnt have the expertise to offer solutions

at the end of last session I admitted I was still "madly obsessed" with my old therapist

my new therapist agreed...I think she wanted me to bring it up on my own

she gave me permission to think about her during the day...like I dont already do that?

she might be able to give me some better insight, because they actually know each other, which is quite weird...of course she will play the "mind" card and tell me I only know her from the time we spent in session....yeah, yeah,

I only know my wife from the times we sat in a restaurant or in her bed because thats all we did while dating....now were married and we do nothing but argue, go figure

just a few more ramblings...

about one third of all Americans flush the toilet while they're still on it...

Cigna Insurance had 1.16 billion in total profit in 2006, but has the lowest reimbursement rate for mental health providers in the industry....( sign of the times?)...My psychiatrist is
now offering cash paying customers "huge discounts", because Insurance companies pay so little

my therapist charges 150.00/hour but my ins. (Anthem) reimburses her 69.23$....

maybe she only gives me 69.23 $ worth of therapy then instead of 150.00???

i need to go...

eat right, live long, and prosper!....(insert pic of Spock here )