Words are not even there. I feel like the world has swallowed me up and no one cares. No one even knows I am out here. It is even too much effort to push these keys and seeing the letters go across this screen must be coming from somewhere within. I feel scared and really alone.

It is too much of an effort to do anything to go anywhere. And that makes the body hurt that much more. Tears flow but no one knows. It is hard to keep anything down or sleep. Will it ever stop? Sometimes I get a hope then lose it just as fast. I am so tired, I really am. At times it is more than one can take and more than one lets anyone really know.

I am afraid.

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