Connor has made me eat "properly" for 3 days straight. I feel like it's been binging. But no. It's been at least 1,000 calories a day. YUCKKKK!

So no, I don't think it's to do with lack of food... Although tomorrow it probably will be. I can get away with eating just a small apple tomorrow. Connor won't be here. I' trying to get him to go to college because it's his last week next week and he's behind in work, so... In a way it's kind of to distract him away from me and my eating too :-/

Ummmm so yeah... I got really miserable earlier and went quite mute and Connor wasn't feeling well, so he was complaining and stuff and just slept most of the day which annoyed me even more, so I just went quiet and agreed to walk with him to his Dad's car so he could go home. It lifted my mood a teensy bit, but not much...

I'm hoping to get out in a minute into the last few rays of sunshine to try and boost my mood a little more. Let's hope it works...

I'll be back later after a walk in the sun..