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Apr 23, 2009, 04:30 PM
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Member Since: Feb 2006
Location: Ontario, Canada
Posts: 19,686
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Uh... okay? 
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Originally Posted by heavenisofaraway
coming down
descending on me like a grey fog, jaw tightening and brain's ache'n.. ohshittson. what'll surface THIS time..? this minute is gifting me with momentary clarity at this moment i have a choice to stop the familiar 'foreplay'. it brings a distraction that plays me, enticing me to "click to enter"..
i would naturally go there although i KNow how it ends. something inside me DOES like the chaos and pain need2 keep and covet it, stash it, love it get into a bikini and ROLL in it! ALL covered in mud
MyNameIsMudd
it is always the same ol song and dance, sans music -cruel.
whispers delicious LIES - i believe everyONE of 'em they're mine, i made them, they are me
doubt pours over me, soaking it like a vampire feeding hungrily, black water fills my lungs
as i sink into TheNothing
the hunt starting all over again, look'n for 'love' in all the wrong places
f*#^ed and not kiss'd.. that's ok w/ me cause any 'touch' is the substitute for numb |
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