All day it has felt like i have gone in a fast pace so as not to have to think. Which i was doing really good. I cleaned was outta the house early.
Did everything i could think of so as not not think. About my son. Whining again.
I cleaned a buffet out, and came across old paper files of my stalker person. Knew i put it some wheres. Thought leave it do not read it.
of course i did. Still i was ok it seemed.
Took a ride to old house . I wanted to see if any flowers were out there.
And low and behold there was the little tree my son had planted alot of years ago.
He insisited it be planted near the road. Of course the plow goes by every year and covers it with snow. Darn thing its a bout a foot high now after many years.
I do not do anger well. meaning I will avoid it at all costs.
I know this does not make sense , but it does tie together............
I just can not tie it for you....
I can say I feel anger because he joined the marines. I do not know what to do with it.
I want it to go away.