splitimage,
thank you for updating us...
I am sincerely glad you are going to the meeting, and I applaud your honesty with your sponsor, physicians, and boss.

My previous post was not meant to be harsh. I hope you saw the "jme"
Sharing my experiences is not easy to do. It's done with hope that someone/anyone struggling will hesitate before picking up that drink. Two seconds of remembering the shame and anguish that another alcoholic shared here/at a meeting may be enough of a delay...it is worth it to me to share what it was like...and what it can be like.

You can do this

Cap