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Apr 23, 2009, 07:11 PM
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Member Since: Sep 2007
Location: Colorado
Posts: 9,092
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But what they don't know is that I could be trying harder. I could be fighting harder. I just don't want to.
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Just want to say - I don't think that's right. If you really could get to class, could get in the shower... you wouldn't be posting all these things. Everything you've said here clashes with that statement. I think the WORST thing with depression is that it makes you think it's YOUR fault that you just can't meet standards. But that's not true.
You are fighting. You are trying very very hard. "inability to shower" - what part of that is laziness? that shows you WANTED to shower but COULDN'T 
As far as the paper, try to take it one step at a time. Papers are hard for everyone and it's even harder when depressed. I'm thinking of you... and sending TONS of hugs
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Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.
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