this is true tiffer, I have been there, you forget Im alot older than you . Im 53. I sarted my ed when I was 16
. I finally reached out for somene else to help ten years later . durrung those ten years i tried to stop every day.

it took 4 years for me to stop. I relapsed andgot out of it again.

I do remember hearing the story of the woman who had been ill for 12 years and no one could help her. She belived that i she just touched the garment of the the long haired hippy that ued to be a carpenter she would be healed and her faith did just that,

I knew what thay woman went through . so do you.

I feel the ame way you do today. I went in to therapy armed with my litlttle artical a really commoted to say I want to focus on the adhd get a diagnosis and get some meds.

i got instaed that she thought if I just worked on the pstd my distraction problems would be taken care of. that she thinks she might have adhd too
i don'y think she undersatnds how debitating its making my life ..
as I pulled out of te parking sapce after therapy . I had carefullu parked close to the side so someone cloud fit in the last space . As I was pullig out I was distracted and my front end of my truck got crushed by two short yellow pole.

im done too I feel like giving up

i sorta wanted to quit see ing this therapist befoe I went in .

i refuse to pay and not get wha I need.
so Ill jut go without.

im giving up to.

Patricia