((((((((((Jennie))))))))

I think you're getting excellent advice here, b/c I also have "been there, done that" hundreds of times since my DX of Major Depressive Disorder" The endless insanity of the suffocating blackness where no one can hear you scream..........

But, you've posted your "scream" and you got some real good advice from "sages of nothingness" Listen........and REACH OUT! ..........and don't ever give up b/c "it" is "out there"
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