MeSo, I think I have figured it out. If it's too much don't force it out. I know how difficult it is to be living on the brink of revelation only to have it recede, surge again, but if it isn't safe to remember, it isn't safe to remember. I suspect something similar happened to me - body memories for years now. Please be very gentle with yourself. Sending warmth and caring.
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Miri
I have no armour; I make benevolence and righteousness my armour.
Samurai, anon
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