He's depressed beyond compair and I'm depressed as well. I don't know how it be happy anymore when he's not happy. I feel like the only thing I can do is get help for myself just so he'll be happy that I did. But his depression will still linger. He is my other half. How can you live when your other half is dying. I can't go on when it's dead gone. I will watch him rot from the inside out because there is nothing I can do but that. I love you.